de vous.

for you.
i wait up at night.
and for you
i write letters and poems
and for you
i sing songs
and for you
i take photos
and for you
i smile
and for you
i ache
and for you
i say words that i would never say to another person
and for you
i would lay down my life
and for you
for you
for you.

and you.
you are not singular.
but you are the only one.
you are more.
you are someone close,
and far into my future.
but more than anything,
you are my lord,
who has saved me,
and kept me,
and loved me,
so well.

I do believe I have been changed for the better.

11 Things from this year that blew my mind:

1. The musical
2. Family reunion
3. Josh Groban concert
4. going to see Les Mis
5. Getting accepted into CCS
6. National Portfolio Day
7. getting a job
8. Crusaders ♥
9. being a senior
10. march for life
11. W I C K E D

12 things which the new year holds

1. graduating
2. going to college
3.summersummersummer
4. F L O R I D A
5. another musical? :)
6. being more catholic
7. (doctor who season 7)
8. new people, new friends :)
9. good times, good old friends <3
10. exploring photography to the fullest
11. getting my license!
12. change

I'm hopelessly, crazily, stupidly in love...

with Legally Blonde (the musical).
So there's that.

that is all.

this/

Something I should keep in mind.

“Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat [or drink], or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food and the body more than clothing? Look at the birds in the sky; they do not sow or reap, they gather nothing into barns, yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are not you more important than they? Can any of you by worrying add a single moment to your life-span? Why are you anxious about clothes? Learn from the way the wild flowers grow. They do not work or spin. But I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was clothed like one of them. If God so clothes the grass of the field, which grows today and is thrown into the oven tomorrow, will he not much more provide for you, O you of little faith? So do not worry and say, ‘What are we to eat?’ or ‘What are we to drink?’ or ‘What are we to wear?’ All these things the pagans seek. Your heavenly Father knows that you need them all. But seek first the kingdom (of God) and his righteousness, and all these things will be given you besides. Do not worry about tomorrow; tomorrow will take care of itself."
Matthew 6;25-34

One Word.

If there was one word
that could really,
truly,
fully
describe the experience of being in the musical,
it would very simply
h a v e to be:

magical.