thoughts on tonight.

i'm not nervous.
it's because i am confident in my work.
i reallyreally am.

goodbyes are hard,
but i think they're even harder when you know when they're going to be back.
because then you count down the days,
and the days go by slowslowslow.

i'm not a people person,
i'm quite introverted, actually.
but i love seeing people happy.
when they smile and laugh and are truly,
genuinely happy.
then so am i.

my job.
it's cool.
definitely cool.

my soul is aching for a long hour spent in silence
in adoration,
or just alone in church.
it's aching for a little bit of spiritual fulfillment
through just sitting and
being.

love is patient,
love is kind...
it is not easily angered....

Love bears all things,
believes all things,
hopes all things,
endures all things.

Love
never
fails.